Finally.

To me, this blog is dead.

Should I post or not? I question myself every single time I go online.
When I finally decide to post, my mind goes blank.
Typical me.
I'll make it short.

Why must everything be set around the same time?
It's absolute terror.
An event is one after another.

I can't stand it any longer. If you're using me as a vent to let go of your frustration and anger pent up inside. STOP!!
I'm human too.
Why must you lash out at me every time you're angry or dissatisfied?
Just cause things doesn't go your way, you're using me as the bean bag?
Maybe you should try being one. Then you'll know how it feels.
All the good deeds you did, are they illusions to trick me cause you think I'm fickle-minded?
Just cause you're having a bad day, it doesn't you mean you have the right to lash it out on me.
I rather be anywhere but near you. That's the plain truth.
Cause I don't know how long I can take it anymore.
It takes every ounce of strength inside to stop the tears from flowing.
I'm not sorry I'm not who you wanted me to be. Not at all. I might have last time but not anymore.

I guess that's all for now. Letting it all out felt good.
Sometimes is better not to feel than to feel.
If the person above reads it, well, it's time she did.

Dedication.

Peek-a-boo. Guess what.

Today’s a special ‘occasion’

Yes, we all know it’s the first day of Raya.

But that’s not all. Think, go kill some of your brain cells and think why its special today.

Nearly there?

Oh well, I’ll spare you the suspense and your brain cells.

It’s her birthday today. *points*

Not the trees behind her. HER. The girl. The cute, chubby girl right in front of you!

She turned 14 years younger today. How? Why? You got to ask her. I’m as baffled as you are.

We have known one another since Primary 1. That was 7 years ago.
7 years ago our friendship started and it's still counting.
7 years ago two girls from different classes met during Moral class and they have not turned back since.


Hey, we even graduated together. From Primary school that is. See the banned behind?
It writes "Majlis Graduasi & Jamuan Tahun 6 2006" Prove that we graduated together.



She's smart. Make that very. She's been receiving medals for her smartness since Primary school. Don't play-play with her. Nampak kecik kan? Don't be fooled. She'll easily mash you into potatoes in her studies.


Kalau pandai tentu rajin kan?
Yes, she's very hardworking. We both can be nocturnal animals cause we sleep very late every night. Well, she doesn't have to sleep in class unlike me eventhough she had only a few hours of sleep.




Friends to many. I mean who can resist such cuteness? Definitely not me.
She cares for her friends, thoughtful of them and is great listener. What's more to ask?
She holds a place in our hearts.

Yes, there are times when we disagree. And we squabble. But who doesn't?


She's never short of smiles for you. She's good at cheering people up. You can never be sad for long with her around.


Apparently, a good photographer too. But she's camera-shy. She doesn't like her photographs being taken. Too late. Her pictures are all saved in my computer.


Though there are times she gets easily distracted. By what?
I'll keep that a secret. Maybe she has many admirers, who knows?


She deserves a hug every single day.
I thank God for bringing her into my life. She sure made it worth living.

I hope we'll remain forever friends till we grow old and all out hair turn white and we have wrinkles everywhere.
One day, we'll be sitting on rocking chairs and just stare into the sky.
Then, we'll remenisce about our younger years together.
We'll have a good time then, won't we?

Chick-chack. I got a photo of you.
So if you read this post, remember to do me a favour.
Remember to wish this girl a very Happy Birthday.

I pray that you'll be healthy always. Keep being smart in your studies.
Be happy always. And smile more. You needn't need a reason to smile. =]

I'll end my post here. Toodles.