No more excuses.

It is What it Is.

Cause it hurts more than you let yourself to say out loud.

Everything just feels like crap right now.

And you just want to brawl your eyes out.

It just hurts so bad.

I never thought I would feel this much this soon but now I can empathise with you instead of sympathising you.

That's the one good thing that came out of it all.

What's rubbing it in more is when the one you could always turn to isn't there for you anymore.

That makes everything so much worse than it already is.

The feeling of helplessness is just overwhelming.

Cause everything I do just doesn't turn out right anymore.

No matter how hard I try.

So I pray for patience when I need it the most and for strength to carry on when I'm at my weakest especially at times when I'm at the edge of tethering on the edge.

I pray for courage to do what I'm most afraid of right now and I pray for the ability to change the what I'm supposed to about myself.

I'm only human.

Please let me do the right thing now.

Rainy Days.

When it's raining outside and you're feeling terribly cold, go have some ice-cream.

Especially coffee-flavoured ones. =]

Pumped Up Kicks.

Aww...

That just melts your heart doesn't it??

Say it does!!

Thats what happens when I try to upload my own pictures. It gets really frustrating.

But they're so so adorable. Especially the black one. *points above*

I actually kidnapped the puppy. Teehee.

Lost in doggy world.

Till then.

Toodles.

And she said, "A trip to the aquarium will do you good."

"I know."

"And it'll make up for the 40 plus pictures I lost back in my old house. "

Off to bed.

Feeling uninspired.

Toodles.

P.S. Vick, I'm sorry if I can't get it done. Words don't come easy anymore.

Comfort.

We all need comforting, albeit consciously or not.