Huh.

Truth to be told. I tried to update a few times after the last post. BUT. Yes, there's a but.
But I got so distracted by all my multi-tasking that I abandoned that task. Smart, nay?

"Loving someone who doesn't love you back is like reaching out for a star you know you'll never reach but you just got to keep trying."

Awwhhh... Why are the holidays whizzing by without me having a single clue?
I still have so many things I want to do. *moans*
However, I've been slightly cured by two doses of full-action-packed-crime tv series.
CSI:NY and BONES!!
Watched two full seasons last week. Fantabulastic. I made that word up. Or maybe I heard that somewhere.
Anyway, I can eat while watching some random sicko blowing up a human body or a pathologist with a dark sense of humor pulling the organs out for lab results.
Yea, I can actually eat with all the blood and gore. Doesn't dampen my appetite at all.
That day, I saw a dead corpse of a cat lying by the side of the road. All's left was the bones and some organs. I think it's been there for a while but I wasn't freaked out when I saw it.
Conclusively, proven by me that these shows help with all the blood and gore.

So now, I'm on Gilmore Girls. Way out of date but hey, a show is a show right? Doesn't matter when it was released. As long as it's good. And it sure is.
First, the voice I hear in my head is Brennan from Bones and now, it's Rory from Gilmore Girls.
Signs that I'm crazy but I knew that already.

All I know now is that when school reopens, I'll be a piece of dead meat.
He calls her up telling her about it and how he needed me in it and she gave me less than a day to decide. What am I going to tell her the next day? He wants the answer and she wants my response. It's going to two bloody long weeks if I say yes. Which she expects me to. I just don't want to think about it now. Wait till the next day.

Mum wants me to learn knitting or crocheting after PMR. Total weirdness.
There's a difference between knitting and crocheting. There actually is. Go check it out if you're sitting around doing absolutely nothing, something to do with the needles apparently.
You know, I never thought of myself as the one to take up anything that has to do with sewing or connected to it. We'll wait and see how things turn out..

Okay, I'm speaking in transitions again. That has to stop. How? I'll figure it out next time.
I'll figure it out, but till then, if you're reading this, deal with it. =]

This post feels long but it's not. I'm going to bed. Night.

P.S. I have pictures which I took and can't wait to post them.
P.P.S. It's hard. It really is.
P.P.P.S. I have to stop my really bad habit. Today's the last day. It will be.

ROFL.

Between Vick and I.

Kaylee- Through the pinhole. You'll do wonders. =] says:
i'm so hyper
Kaylee- Through the pinhole. You'll do wonders. =] says:
it's like i just drank coffee
Vicki says:
hmm
Vicki says:
you're always so hyper, darling.

Is that true?
I really hope it's not cause I feel so emo-ish sometimes and mad at myself half the time and baffled at the world most of the time. Nah... Doesn't make any sense.

I finally got to talk to my long lost buddy today. He's as perverted as any guy can be but I've miss him so much.
Yes, he annoys me but hey, at least he listens when I'm down and does the darnest thing to cheer me up.
We had a long chat and I got insulted so many times that I've lost count. That's what I get when I fulfill my promise to get in touch with him after my exams. *sighs* The world is coming to an end.
I have no idea where the last line came from. *ROFL* Anyhow, we both share a great deal and did some catching up. That's all that mattered.
Note to self, "Must not abandon friends." Tee-hee...

I love this.

It's a dream-catcher actually. It's a dainty little thing from the Native Americans. Check it out.

I must go now. Got to watch Britain's Got Talent FINALS.
All Vick and Chris fault for getting me addicted. Haha.. Blame them instead.

Ciao.

P.S. You owe me dude. And no, I don't want you singing at my wedding.

Wake up!

12.00AM

It's LATE. I know.

I've just gone addicted with pictures. Especially Bokeh ones.




I feel down. After the whole thing.

Crap, what am I going to do for art? Aliens or symmetrical drawings?

BTW, notice the new heading? Something I did while watching Britain's Got Talent. Some trial and error. Will be looking for something better. =]

Crawling under the sheets now. This computer will self-shut down.

Done and over with.

Midterms are over.

Not really.

Well, there's still art and the PJ paper.

At least all the important 7 subjects are over.

I'm just relieved and glad that it's over.
I fear getting my papers back cause that's going to be a nightmare.
A real absolute nightmare.

Through several attempts of taking exams. I have concluded the effects of pre-exam:
i. When you're friend you've known for 7 years call you, you answer the phone and asks you some question, you listen to the question and answer, "Who are you?"
ii. You loose track of time thinking 1am is actually 1pm.
iii. You wake up at the weirdest time of the day. Say, 3am yesterday, 5am today, 12am the next.
iv. During exams, when you fall asleep, you wake up and think to yourself, "I just got in bed, why am I here?"
v. You get extra jumpy. Every single thing makes you go on HIGH ALERT.
vi. You have really crazy mood swings. Dark and depressing today, all cheerful and exuberant the next.
vii. Super giggly even over the silliest stuff. These applies to the girl. Though I think guys do get all giggly too. *grins innocently*
viii. Go think for yourself.

Gosh.
I have so much catching up to do.
I miss going to church.
I miss going to practices regularly.

My favorite past time now is flicking through flickr. =] =]

Heard of the show JUNO? You should watch it. The girl is amazing. Bombastic vocabulary and twisted sense of humor.

I'm talking in disjointed sentences. Oh well...

I'll be back. Soon. Make that very very soon.

Bokeh rules!! You won't be left standing alone. I'll stand with you. =]

Ciao. Toodling off.

P.S. Yes, p3, I really love it. You said you could see it in my eyes, well, I'm telling you, you're very right.

Chris, oh Chris.

I'll never call you dear cause that's left for Am to call.
Pftt....
LOL. Double LOL. ( Inside joke. Still getting over it. =p )



Thanks so much for your locker. I know half those are my books.
Thankfully, it didn't collapse, though I was wishing it would. Just for the laughs of it.
And we do owe En. Khairi one.

Since Van thought I wanted her for my birthday, and you asked to borrow her for a day, I'll have my personal jukebox for a day.
Make that crazy, non-stop laughing, hyper jukebox.
And here's the answer to your question, which I postponed.
i. A DSLR camera
ii. Books:
- Angus, Thongs and Full Frontal Snogging by Rennison, Louise
- 3 Willows: The Sisterhood Grows by Brashares, Ann
- ZITS by Jim Borgman and Jerry Scott
- Stargirl, Jerry Spinelli
- The Night Tourist, Katherine Marsh
- The Light-Bearer's Daughter by OR Melling
- The Sorceress: The Secrets Of The Immortal Nicholas Flamel by Michael Scott
- City of Glass (Mortal Instruments) by Cassandra Clare

The last two books ain't out yet.
The list's alike like last year. =]

Just a short update in response to Chris.
Toodles.
Out for some get-together time with the girls.

Bottled up.

Simply waiting.

It's the last day of the month,
Which means it's March tomorrow.
March has always been one of my favorite months.
Most of you know why. =]

Today, I realized two very significant thing that has been really obvious from the start.
And ever since I did, it has all been baffling, not that it wasn't from the start.
I knew better than to judge you.
Didn't you do the very same thing?
But I won't do the same towards you.
Cause it's all not worth it.
There's more to life than making others miserable.
You might have found the pleasure in doing so.
But not me.
One thing for sure, I wouldn't want to be like you.
So leave me out of your life as I don't wish to be in yours.
But maybe, just maybe, you might like the 'Tiffany' in my life. Just as it was in Chloe's.

If it is, then I pray that I'll have the strength to be friends with you.

I found this two pictures in Merveen's and Andrew's blog.
I forgot all about it.

Eyes closed. This is the clearer one though.

This was taken last year during Christmas eve at PGRM, backstage.
I was adamant on not taking pictures that very day. Felt weird in tights. Especially bright pink ones. But all the practices were fun, getting to meet people from other congregations.

By the way, Happy Birthday Yu Kit!!
I know it's not fun getting old, but you already are. Admit it.
And I DID forget your present. Oh well.. Count the food I gave you as presents. *wide grin*

Stay humorously sarcastic always.

That's all folks. *Bug's Bunny imitation*
Stay tuned for more updates.

P.S. I love writing in riddles. If you don't know me, you won't get what it means.
P.P.S. I'll wait for the day for our friendship to be rekindled.

Toodles.
No more nightmares. Hopefully.

Gone.

Yup. Never. Ever.
Nay, it's just the opposite.
It's the RETURN OF ME.

WOW. I haven't blog like ages.
So much has happened since I last did.
I've miss lots.
The main reason I stopped was cause I kept it all in me.
Totally NOT GOOD. At all.
Imagine all the breaking down when no one's there to watch.
Feeling vulnerable was not something I desired to be.

AND

Having stalkers is not fun either. Bleh.

Technically I do go online, feel tempted to blog then stop when I sign in.
I find it very hilarious doing it every single time.
Don't you go asking why.
I've thought of waiting till next month before I start posting again or maybe get a whole new blog but I was tempted and bugged by peeps.
So this is the FIRST post for 2009.
So much for being up to date.
At least I'm very much alive though aching all over.

Once school has started, I've lost contact with so many people.
I miss them all but there's nothing I can do about it.
Everyone has to move on.
For I'm sure it's silly to be engulfed in the past.

I have so much to say but I don't know how to put them in words.
This year has just been sneaking up behind me. In a blink, I don't know where it's gone.
To say I've changed, I did.
For the better or for worse, it's up to you to decide.

Everyday goes by meaninglessly. But maybe, just maybe there's hope for me after all to live it fully.

Before I end this considerably short post. I would love to entertain myself.

During one of the Science classes,
On chapter 4.

Pn. Raja: Amelia, please let go off the scrotum.
Amelia: Teacher, I can't let go.

You should have been there. Totally hilarious.

AND

The day when we were learning about the menstrual cycle.
The whole class, all girls were paying attention to the screen. Suddenly...
Yu Kit burst into the class. All eyes fixated at him.
He turned to look at us then at the screen. Gave a look and sprinted out of the class.
The whole class burst into gales of laughter and someone laughed till she fell off the chair which made us laugh even harder.

Lesson learn: Never walk into a class of girls especially when they're learning Science.

Time to say Goodbye now.
Maybe I'll update again.

Toodles.