Saturday, 6 September 2008

Petrify.

When you were inflicted by the similar incident,
My head went whirring rekindling the past.
An unpleasant memory comes hitting me hard.
It hadn't been long when it occurred.
I went on thinking uncontrollably.
Mind thinking, thoughts racing.
I refused to dwell on it but my head had other opinions.
Slowly, painfully it seeps into my mind.
As night came, nightmares creep into my dreams.
Hard as I try to not think about it, I couldn't.
I just had to.
You reminded me of it.
Nightmares terrify me in my sleep.
I want them to stop.
But I can't.
Till I learn to let go of the past.
And head on to the future.
Just as the nightmares began to fade away.
The same incident strikes you.
And I saw how it affected you.
Then, I knew the nightmare would be back again.
More horrifying and terrifying.

It's not really a post.
This suddenly came to me when I heard what happened to her.
It just brought back these horrible truths.
I'll blog a long post next time. Soon. I hope.
Oh, my phone's working again.
Got to go.
Toodles.

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