Several days have come and gone.

I can go by days without the sight of my blog.

Back then, I wasn’t able to do that.

I always had posts just popping up in my head, literally begging me to boost up the computer and type away, or in other words, post away.

Well, the purpose of this post is that I would want to thank those who wished me on my birthday.It was really sweet of you guys to remember. Some of you have rather amusing ways of expressing your wishes. Anyhow, thank you for the text messages and posts. I slept with a smile etched on my face that night. =]

Its funny how I can think of so many matters to express and just fling them out but I never do. Somehow, I have no idea how, the thoughts and opinions vanish just as I am about to transfer them from thoughts to words. I find it highly frustrating but I’m getting there. Yup. Getting there. Who knows how long that will take.

That day, he reminded me, “ Don’t forget about your friend upstairs.”

Instantly, my thoughts directed to God.

Before I came back down to reality and realized he was talking about Accounts. Oh, boy.

My brain keeps giving myself excuses to not do something. My defenses are automatically up, siding with the not-so-reasonable choice, coming up with the same old, stupid excuse, “When I finally ………, I’ll do it.” Which is totally driving me off the edge. It’s really pathetic, the excuses I give myself. I just want that day to come now, not in 3 or 4 months time. I don’t know how long the date is going to be postponed but I just want it to happen. After all, it was suppose to be this month, last week in fact, until it got postponed. Again. When it comes, I hope that I won’t regret hoping for that day to come. The chances of me doing so are highly improbable in this case but I’ll never know. There’s bound to be pros and cons.

Speaking of, I should in bed now. Got to wake up at 6am on a Sunday. It’s inhumane, I know. At least, I’m contributing to something and someone won’t get flamed for it. I’m off to bed then. Oh, still eyeing that Macbook, dude. Still on it.

Toodles. Cookies before bedtime.

You should.

P.S. If you don't get any of what is posted, don't worry. I'm not very sure I fully either.