Teach Me.

If an object weighing 8.75 ounces traveling ten thousand miles per hour strikes the earth, how big a hole does it create?

Answer: One exactly the size of my heart.

Being there.

LOOK!

Our own personal slogan.

SMURFS eat BANANAS!!

The girls came up with it during cheer clinic as a means to keep us all motivated towards our goal.

It's pretty hilarious if you knew what it means. =p

Don't forget to come support us tomorrow and the day after. =]

I thought I could fly, but why did I drown?

5 days to Spell-It-Right.

12 days to Cheer Nationals.

Do I have a right to freak out?

Hell, yeah!

I don't feel prepared.

I continue to have doubts bombarding my mind.

I'm scared.

And I just admitted that out loud.

The worst part is, I don't even know anymore.

Lately I've become my own self-absorbed enemy.

I just need to find a way out.

I have alot of great people around me. I just don't realize it. Till it's a little too late.

Toodles. Till I'm back.

P.S. I think I need a friend like you right now. We both just have to realize that.

Guys who cheer are sexy. =D

That's a statement. (Well, not all but most.) =p

I've been on hiatus for a month plus?

That seems unbelievably long in word but in reality it has past by in a flash.

Lately, so much has happened.

But I can't phrase them out in words.

And I've lost the interest in blogging.

It'll return. I'm sure.

Someday.

I owe several people pictures from last week.

I'll upload them somewhere when I'm done with them.

Right now, I'm too lazy.

The pictures are still stagnant in the camera.

***

500 Days of Summer. Its a great show.

***

One week has just whizzed by in a flash. It's sad really.

I want the holidays to last longer. Maybe a tad bit longer?

My holidays are all filled up unknowingly. Technically, I have not much free time to myself.

While talking to Chris, I told her I got injured during cheer camp.

Her reply and I directly quote from her, "Oh my god. You're so damaged."

It sounds really wrong. In many ways.

One of the many reasons why we're still friends. Lol.

Well, this not-intended-long-post turned out to be fairly long.

Just an observation to make.

All the testerone-fueled people are probably football-crazy by now, watching football, talking football, eating football.

Which got me thinking, I wont be talking to several peeps till the World Cup is over. Oh, boy.

I'm going to put out MIA flyers for them in about a weeks time.

Anyways, time to end.

Toodles.

Breathing Air Again.

by the amazing Natalie Kucken.

(Disclaimer: This image belongs to Natalie.)

I'm a worry-wart.

I admit that. I worry incessantly.

I don't even know why.

It's a natural instinct I guess.

Why did I bring that out of the blue?

The past few days, I've been doing exactly that.

Which is foolish.

But I did it.

I'm still doing it, actually.

Silly girl.

***

Take the time to be okay.

***

Yesterday, Q made me realize that I lost contact with 'that' particular group of friends.

Slowly we begin to drift apart.

As time passes by, we eventually became strangers right under our noses.

She made me realize how they, particularly the two of them, were there for me during my weakest moments and guided me back up.

Through it all, they never gave up on me though I was on the brink of giving up on myself.

I miss the banters, musings, late night chats and constant teasing we used to share.

D and I, I miss having you guys around.

Eventhough the three of us are all busy with our own lives, I do still recall the times we shared togehther and when that image slowly unravels, a smile will find its way onto my lips.

What more could I possibly ask for with friends like these?

I just hope, that, someday, one day, or during the next several days, we'll share a deeper friendship.

I'll be waiting for that day to come.

***

Why, oh why, on earth are the competitions and events scheldued all in a single month, overlapping one other?

Midterms are next month.

The first competition is next month.

The event I want to partake in is next month, coincidently on the same day as the competition.

And next month?

It's TOMORROW!!

Where, oh where, did the past few months go?

I believe they became dust particles and floated off into the air.

Unaware and descrete.

Silently making it's way to a place it's headed.

***

Take the time to think about someone else besides yourself.

***

You know, I have a feeling that we're going to be okay.

That I'm going to be okay.

I do feel inspired to pick up my camera and do a shoot.

It's not really planned out but that's the way I want it to be.

A sudden combustion of spontanity. It adds a special magical touch.

When the time comes, I'll procede with it.

***

Let that be enough.

***

I've consumed enough time here.

Expect another comeback in maybe several weeks?

It depends.

Toodles.

P.S. Robbie Seay Band. Soul-quenching music. If you know what I mean. I begin my day with his music and end my day with it.

"It might not be the prettiest thing you'll ever see but it's a new day."

After today, I felt like I had an alternative. All of a sudden, everything looked up.

It was refreshing.

And after a long while, I actually looked forward to the future. It's a long shot but I'll remain optimistic.

There are times where you just have to take things as they go.

Plans will always go array.

Nothing is ever set in stone till its done.

In the end, it's up to you to adapt.

To accept the truth. As much as you harbor feelings for it.

No matter what, just go on.

Don't bother thinking it's not worth it.

In the end, you'll know.

It is.

This friendship between us, it's unnaturally natural.

Somehow, me sitting beside you felt so easy. There was no need for the false pretense. We just had to be who we were.

It was that simple.

No words were needed to acknowledge the friendship we built over the long run.

For a moment in time, I thought we lost that. But it was a breath of fresh air when I discovered that it was still there. If not, stronger.

I so want this. Points.

Credits to Lexi.

I'm yearning for this book. *points up*

No way you'll get it here in Malaysia. *moans* *on the brink of tears*

It's simply amazing. I would bring it to bed every night and leave it by my night stand.

You'll catch a glimpse of me with a smile etched on my face every single night. Trust me.

If only I could get it.

Actually I do have some pictures which I took that I am rather fond of.

But I'm feeling rather the blues so you just have to wait for the day where there is a massasive upload. Don't hold your breath though.

I really hope I get in. *crosses fingers*

Toodles. You won't get another post from me till I-don't-know-when. Apparently, I'm waiting for the move to occur. Till then, I'm inconsistent.

If you knew crying doesn't help solve an issue, why do you still feel like breaking down into tears?

I just don't know what to do anymore.

Just when it seems that there is hope, it gets crushed. Again. And again.

I really want your comforting words to be true. I want them to come true.

P.S. Thanks for being there for me when I was down. It means a lot to me.