Thursday, 27 March 2008

Exuberant.

I finally took my Kumon English Completer's Test.
I did last minute cramming. These week has been really hectic. I slept in class everyday.
Now you know the reason why. Once my head touches to pillow, I fall to deep sleep.
All the dreams that I had during the past few nights were associated with whatever I read before sleeping.
Gives me chills thinking about it. What if I dreamt of Hamlet or Macbeth?
Or what if i dreamt that I was in The Lord of the Flies? The Death of the Salesman?
My head's loaded with all the literary terms, words, words and more words....
I abandoned all my school work. Can you believe it? I skipped one of my tuiton class to cram on 600 worksheets.
It was bloody ignorant of me to do everything last minute but with so many stuff popping up one after another, this test was not on my priority list till last week. I freaked out. BIG TIME!
When I realized that I had less than a week before the actual test I was lost, panicking and on the verge of breaking down.
I guess I was moody and isolating myself the past few days.
Not to mention, I got mad very easily and resulted in unwanted squabbling.
To whoever I ignored, scolded, shouted and insulted, I'm really sorry.
It was definitely not intentional. So I hope you'll forgive me.

Now that it is all over, I'm relieved. But not for long.
I get the results tomorrow.
I doubt I did well. The passing mark is 70%. 1 mark below 70, you have to retake it.
I was panicking when I took the test. My hands were sweating eventhough i was in an air-conditioned room. The end result, my writing came out horrendous.
I really, really hope that I'll pass. I do not want to retake it.
All I can do is cross my fingers and pray hard.

To those who were really understanding, I thank you for understanding and with-standing all my mood swings.


For you!!


Now I can start reading The Sweet Far Thing. *shouting jubilantly*
Definitely missed my books.

Toodles.

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