Being emo-ish on the eve of you're birthday is not something I often do.
Today, my emotions have been in a blender. I've been on a roller coaster ride the whole day.
Feeling sad for myself, being ecstatic, going wild, back to being quiet and now emotionless.
I don't know why.
I just don't.
It' s best if you ignore me.
I can feel it in the air.
The tension.
Building up.
Rising slowly.
I know what happens next.
I'll be yearning for the comfort from the people I love and of people who love me.
The assurances, the laughter, the joy of being as one.
I don't expect much.
It was never good to have high hopes, knowing that you're fall will be longer and there will be no one to cushion your fall.
What hurts even more...
I felt it. Did you? Something has changed. Was it me? Or you?
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