Bottled up.

Simply waiting.

It's the last day of the month,
Which means it's March tomorrow.
March has always been one of my favorite months.
Most of you know why. =]

Today, I realized two very significant thing that has been really obvious from the start.
And ever since I did, it has all been baffling, not that it wasn't from the start.
I knew better than to judge you.
Didn't you do the very same thing?
But I won't do the same towards you.
Cause it's all not worth it.
There's more to life than making others miserable.
You might have found the pleasure in doing so.
But not me.
One thing for sure, I wouldn't want to be like you.
So leave me out of your life as I don't wish to be in yours.
But maybe, just maybe, you might like the 'Tiffany' in my life. Just as it was in Chloe's.

If it is, then I pray that I'll have the strength to be friends with you.

I found this two pictures in Merveen's and Andrew's blog.
I forgot all about it.

Eyes closed. This is the clearer one though.

This was taken last year during Christmas eve at PGRM, backstage.
I was adamant on not taking pictures that very day. Felt weird in tights. Especially bright pink ones. But all the practices were fun, getting to meet people from other congregations.

By the way, Happy Birthday Yu Kit!!
I know it's not fun getting old, but you already are. Admit it.
And I DID forget your present. Oh well.. Count the food I gave you as presents. *wide grin*

Stay humorously sarcastic always.

That's all folks. *Bug's Bunny imitation*
Stay tuned for more updates.

P.S. I love writing in riddles. If you don't know me, you won't get what it means.
P.P.S. I'll wait for the day for our friendship to be rekindled.

Toodles.
No more nightmares. Hopefully.

Gone.

Yup. Never. Ever.
Nay, it's just the opposite.
It's the RETURN OF ME.

WOW. I haven't blog like ages.
So much has happened since I last did.
I've miss lots.
The main reason I stopped was cause I kept it all in me.
Totally NOT GOOD. At all.
Imagine all the breaking down when no one's there to watch.
Feeling vulnerable was not something I desired to be.

AND

Having stalkers is not fun either. Bleh.

Technically I do go online, feel tempted to blog then stop when I sign in.
I find it very hilarious doing it every single time.
Don't you go asking why.
I've thought of waiting till next month before I start posting again or maybe get a whole new blog but I was tempted and bugged by peeps.
So this is the FIRST post for 2009.
So much for being up to date.
At least I'm very much alive though aching all over.

Once school has started, I've lost contact with so many people.
I miss them all but there's nothing I can do about it.
Everyone has to move on.
For I'm sure it's silly to be engulfed in the past.

I have so much to say but I don't know how to put them in words.
This year has just been sneaking up behind me. In a blink, I don't know where it's gone.
To say I've changed, I did.
For the better or for worse, it's up to you to decide.

Everyday goes by meaninglessly. But maybe, just maybe there's hope for me after all to live it fully.

Before I end this considerably short post. I would love to entertain myself.

During one of the Science classes,
On chapter 4.

Pn. Raja: Amelia, please let go off the scrotum.
Amelia: Teacher, I can't let go.

You should have been there. Totally hilarious.

AND

The day when we were learning about the menstrual cycle.
The whole class, all girls were paying attention to the screen. Suddenly...
Yu Kit burst into the class. All eyes fixated at him.
He turned to look at us then at the screen. Gave a look and sprinted out of the class.
The whole class burst into gales of laughter and someone laughed till she fell off the chair which made us laugh even harder.

Lesson learn: Never walk into a class of girls especially when they're learning Science.

Time to say Goodbye now.
Maybe I'll update again.

Toodles.