Moment of Realization.

Thanks for yesterday Ming.
That meant alot to me.
It's great to have my brother back. =]
Truth to be told, I missed it.
Oh, and your super long essay too.
That was a first. XD

Now here's a question to ponder,
"What if what you thought took time to get easier only gets harder and harder over time? What'd you do?"

P.S. Thanks for the chocolates, Gwen. Better late than never. Hehe. They made my day. =D

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Tangible.

Tough truths told out loud.
It has been bubbling inside for sometime, slowly finding it's way out.
Things are never as they seem.
Everything has two sides, double-fold to them.
Thank you for being understanding. For helping me keep my part of the promise I made to you.
You'll make it through this. Trust me.
You are more than what you're going through right now.

You'll never be rid of me. =p 

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And for this special someone, Thank you for letting me into your life.

I know you're disappointed that that things did not go the way as planned, that you did not get what you wanted. 

You might think that someone else deserve it better, but I believe that you deserve it as much too.

I choose to believe that God has bigger plans for you.

And someday, you'll find out.

Till then, I'm always here for you. =] 

Toodles. 

Time for bed.

P.S. I have more than a reason to not go to school now since I can't bear to part with the new addition to the family. It just breaks my heart being apart. Sighs. At least, I'll be awaiting the second the school bell rings, indicating the moment school's over.

P.P.S. Words never seem to do enough justice.

Addition.

Latest addition to the family. =]

I love her to bits and pieces.

Early Christmas.

Roast turkey with stuffed chestnuts for dinner. Yum.
Most delicious turkey I've ever had.
It's sort of a festive cheer two months early.
Well, I welcome it with open arms. So no complains over here.

Oh, and toast with nutella for breakfast too. I could live off that. =]

P.S. I've enjoy our conversations these past few days. They've been a real treat. You keep me going you know. And I love you for that.


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The Reason Why.

Don't take people for granted. Especially the people who love you.
Just cause they are always there for you doesn't mean it will stay that way.
The act gets old.
The bread goes stale.
And there's only so much one can tolerate before the dam breaks.

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Double Dosage.

Yesterday was awesome!!
It's a wonder I didn't explode from the amazing-ness.

A book fair and a concert.
Both in the same day!!
Consecutively one after another.
Freaking unbelievable.

One thing's for sure, I'm going to wake up with aching shoulders, a sore neck and a sexy voice.
Oh, and possible hearing loss.

The book fair was pretty decent.
I do want to go back for another round though.

This is my first concert for this year after two years.
With Van, Jia, Queenie, Des and Amirul.
I can't remember when was the last time I screamed and jumped so much. I probably grew a few inches taller. *inserts maniac laugh*
So don't blame me for being super-duper-hyper-excited.
It's a break from reality.

Due to my awesomeness, I prolly lost my voice.
When meeting up with Yvonne, her words were, "Xiao, your voice!"
Smexy. I know. xD

Time for bed.
Toodles.

P.S. Mind the poor quality of images. It's taken using the phone.
P.P.S. I might update more about this on the lappie instead of the phone. We'll see. =D

Brighter Green.

And you can't help but wonder, "Why the hell do I keep repeating the same mistake over and over again?"

Cause seriously, this has to stop.
All of it.

And yes, I'm disappointed in myself. I am. In more ways than that.
Satisfied that I finally said it out loud?
I know you've been wanting me to admit my weakness for the frigging world to hear so it's out now.
Be satisfied. Be real satisfied.

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This day.

One of the only ways for me to get out of my funk is making others happy.

Cause when I make others happy, I get happy myself. 

It's really simple.

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A Great Loss.

"She wants to know if I love her, that’s all anyone wants from anyone else, not love itself but the knowledge that love is there, like new batteries in the flashlight in the emergency kit in the hall closet."

 - Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

Hope Now.

I didn't think I would be able to do it.

It's one thing to speak and another to do.
Actions speak louder than words afterall.
I'm just relieved that I managed to gather the courage to do what I just did.
Let's just stay decent with one another. We're not friends, neither are we enemies.
Neutral grounds.

P.S. You never know what might just happen in the next corner. All you can do is have faith in Him. I'm happy for the both of you. =]

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A Short One.

I'm going to start posting snippets here again cause I can.
They'll just be short posts of about approximately one to two sentences short. XD

Highlight of today:
KT owes me ice cream.
Another ice cream to claim. Hehe.

P.S. I hope I can sum up the courage to do what I'm going to do to make you happy cause you deserve happiness. And if it means gathering up all the courage I have within me to do it, I will.


Here's my Batman. My personal name for him. =]