Renewed Hope.

I can watched this over and over again on repeat.

It's just so amazing.

It's like a mixture of elements blended together.

The colours, the effects, the message being conveyed, the dance aesthetics and most of all, the dancer.

I've always been a huge fan of Matthew Koon, I think the infatuation just grew and double folded.

He is such a wonderful dancer.

I should stop babbling now and just urge you to watch it.

I doubt you will regret it. :D

A Wise Saying.

Once you love someone, they stay in your heart forever.

Kiwi Strawberry.

This is random. And I'm random.

I love this video.

Don't ask me why. I just do.

Maybe cause I love shopping for food at the supermarket.

And I get all super-duper happy after I get the food that I want.

Stoked.

I can't even remember the number of times I skipped lunch in school.

It was either always there wasn't enough time to eat, nothing nice to eat in our school canteen or there was no time to go out and get something decent to eat.

Wait, or, there was no one "kind" enough to tapau the food outside for me.

Teehee.

Got to love the ending.

"Alright, dinnertime!"

"We're eating cereal."

I must try that someday. XD

P.S. Note to self, add jumping off a cliff on the must-to-do-list before 30.

P.P.S. The title to my post is the drink I'm drinking right now. Snapple rocks.

Belong Here.

by snik.

I found this in one of my journals.

The rays of sunbeam were hidden by the grey, dark clouds, eluded as it tried to make its way through the small opening of a window, barely protruding its light on a lost, helpless, beaten-down girl who was ready to admit defeat and was down to submitting herself into nothingness.

But then, the sun rays fought for its egalitarian and shined its magnificent glory on the girl, creating a perfect glow, reflecting the beauty and the frugality of the world to her.

Wisps of hair escapes from her hairband and shined with a tinge of gold.

Not far away, the barking of the dogs can be heard.

Looking up, patches of fluffy white clouds paint the clear blue sky.

Wafts of smells can be smelt from above as a mother dotingly prepares an amazing home-cooked dinner.

The girl turns to the right, a warmness washes over her, bathing her face. A smile formed on her soft, gentle lips.

Hope is rekindled.

The sun rays had its' moment of glory, even if it lasted only for a few seconds. The forlorn clouds returned, claiming victory.

Unbeknownst, the sun rays had already won.

Radical Honesty.

Mondays' have been the toughest cause it's when the pangs hit the hardest. Missing you just comes naturally.

Which is why I have this to remind me to double take.

***

Oh, and for the idiot [yes, I'd have to call you one] that has my number, STOP giving it out like some freebie.

It's not.

Go find something else to do, or go bug someone else.

Better still, go spend you're time on something more beneficial or worthy such reading or volunteering perhaps?

***

Gee, if you want a friend, be a friend yourself first. Don't expect more than that if you can't even be one.

God, I'm just so tired of being the one to patch up our friendship all the time and the one constantly being there for you whenever you need me but all I get is a gust of wind when I needed you to be there for me.

This thing you call friendship, if you still do, goes both ways.

So you either salvage it or abandon it.

Take your pick.

Cause I'm done making up excuses for myself to continue saving our friendship. What's left of it anyway. It's pathetic.

***

I heard this phrase somewhere and I felt that it describes me so well.

"I don't do well with anger. I'm passive aggressive. I say one thing and mean another thing."

It's a silly thing to do. But I still do it anyway.

***

There's this song by 78violet that means a lot if you read between the lines. Wait, you don't even have to.

Here are several snippets from the song.

Get up, get in or get out.

Move to the left, move to the right, if you stand still, you'll be here all night.

You can bitch and moan about it,

But things will never change.

Just because you are here, doesn't mean you belong.

If you watched Hellcats, then it'll have a larger impact on your life.

***

Yes, I've started writing in snippets again. Blame it on the brain. It shifts from one topic to another back and forth.

Resorted to doing this.

If there were snide comments, I'm sorry. Actually, I'm not.

It's the time when girls get cranky. Blame it on the hormones. Low blow, I know.

It's when you meet creeps who make your life harder than it already is.

That you feel you're about to snap and barely pulling it together.

P.S. I'm not sure this is long enough for you, Ming. But at least I tried. XD

P.P.S. I didn't know I had readers coming here. What more I didn't know was that I owed them a long post. Hehe. Another time, bro. =p

P.P.P.S. Radical honesty is contagious. Try it.

Just So You Know.

No, I don't have everything that I want.

I just make do with what I have.

There's a vast difference.

Cause I hold on to this, "Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you have was once among the things you hoped for"

And also this, " Do not ruin what you are currently blessed with by wishing for something that you don't have."

And my parents taught me well.

So don't go saying something that's not true.

It's not cool. Neither is it pleasant.

It just makes people angry and others judgemental.

Cause what you're spreading, ain't the truth.

I'm not mad, just a little annoyed.

I just wished you had the decency to think before saying anything.

But oh well, as long as I hold steadfast to what I believe in, then nothing else others say really matter.

P.S. If I somehow offended you, then it's not my intention. Just speaking out.

P.P.S. You can crash here anytime. :D

P.P.P.S. Blogger is doing crazy things to my pictures. I'm just going to leave this be.

Carving the Mountains. XD

I'm so going to do this someday. :D

Caught Up in this Moment.

The question just popped into my mind.

Why didn't I just say yes the last time?

I wondered what was coursing through my mind then.

I'm befuddled.

You were an awesome, caring and sweet person then.

Still are.

What did I miss then that I realised now?

No regrets.

That's what I hold on too.

I was just blessed to have met you, known you and loved by you.

If I was given a second chance, I would say yes.

In the blink of an eye.

For what did I have to loose?

But if I didn't, why do I even deserve one in the first place?

But if I didn't, you will always hold a special place in my heart.

You thought me many great life lessons.

Many of which I hold close to my heart.

You are one amazing person.

So go on and continue touching people's lives.

For they need you in theirs.

Just know, you are always in mine.

In memory and in thought.

We both have moved on in our lives.

But it's good to stop once in a while and turn around.

To see someone smiling back at you.

Reminding you, you'll get through it.

P.S. Penguin. One simple word. He's your penguin. XD

P.P.S. I'm the big, freaky, purple monster here. Figuratively, that is. :D

Swimming With Jellyfish.

This is one of THE most amazing things I've seen.

Go watch it full-screen. You'll be blown away.