Sunday 31 July 2011

Healing Begins.


It's good to end on a good note.

The pups are as fat as ever. =]

You Belong.

If only I took in advise as easily as a sponge absorbs water.

Do what makes you happy.
I don't know what to think anymore.
The good memories do stay imprinted and that makes everything a little better, the world a bit more brighter even if all else crumbles into pieces.

Back to school tomorrow.
It's the first of a new month.

Till then...

Take care.
Take good care.

P.S. Oversized t-shirts and messy hair. Simple as that.
P.S.S. I want to loathe you for hurting him, someone that I truly care about, the idea of you marring him and the fact that you actually did that to your own flesh and blood gives me every reason to. But what goes around, comes around. Karma's a bi**h that way. So I'm not going to hate you, I'll just feel indifference towards you. I have finally found the courage to say this out loud.


Saturday 30 July 2011

Self-Explanatory.

Last one for the night. :)




Sunshine.



I read somewhere, "If it doesn't kill you, it will shape you; if it doesn't break you, it will make you."
It does have some truth to it.
Oh, well, life.

***

Why is it I can take on a book with 619 pages willingly and read every single word but not stand 15 minutes of the Physics textbook?
The ironies of life.

***

Dear homework, you are not attractive and I am not doing you.
My words to school homework every single time I get them.
Prejudiced. Lol.

"Studying only makes me realize how much I don't know." Haha.
Words by Molly.
Wise ones indeed.
At least you get to learn something new, right?

Back to reading.
Not much into blogging these days.
More into sharing my personal pictures.
But since I can't, I'll just share the pictures that forms a smile on my face.

Toodles.





Comfort.

We'll be.


Someday.

Till Tomorrow.

=]


Sighs.
I need Photoshop for Mac. =[
Saving up for so much.

P.S. 21-6. Wonder how long you'll keep count. XD

Friday 29 July 2011

Anywhere But Here.

I'm not really into cats but this describes everything so perfectly that I'll make an exception.

Monday 18 July 2011

Skyscraper.

I can't wait for the birth of my puppies. XD

It was a near full moon yesterday.
Near perfect round, dazzling yellow on a cloudless night.

Just dropping by to dedicate the picture above to Gwen.
Since you don't like Bowie, maybe you'll like her puppies. =D

Toodles.

P.S. I miss you already. Thanks for talking to me. =]

Sunday 17 July 2011

It's Only the Wind.


Saying goodbye to the weekends.
And holla to the weekdays.

One thing's for sure, I'll be missing you.


Last pictures of the week. [To me, Sunday IS the last day of the week instead of the beginning. XD]
Since I can't upload my personal pictures, I still can share other pictures.

I should be gone now.

Till then.

Have oodles of ice-cream. =D


Random.


So cute right? I know. XD
Another reason why plush toys are so adorable and huggable.
You're never too old for one.

Right Now.

Credits to Erica Mendoza.


I was expecting this picture to not load or end up distorted as how all my pictures ended up being.
It's so frustrating.
I want to upload so many of my own personal pictures but I can't.
I had to go through some other media to upload this here.

If this random question of how life has been pops up during the start of conversations, I'll probably answer you this: aklfjsadflsdaifdsn
Add the exclamation marks in the end.

Honestly though, life is pretty much decent for me.
The only important thing I have to concentrate on right now is my studies.
Might sound easy but it isn't.
I know everyone says being a student is way better than being out in the world, working and slugging day by day.
And that I should thankful and lucky that I'm studying now since all I have to do is study but when you're the one overlooking things from this side of the world, it definitely does not feel that way.
But I'm beginning to accept things the way they are.
It's a slow, tedious process for me.
But I'm surely, slowly getting the hang of things.

And it definitely helps when you have amazing, crazy, dainty friends alongside you.
And there's also that special someone whom I love too who loves me back.
All in all, I am grateful of what I am and where I am now
It's still a work in progress after all.
I know there is plenty of hard work and late nights ahead of me.
But I know I can do it.
Never ask for something you have not and open your eyes to gaze at the beautiful things you have around you.
Cherish them instead.
And love people. People that you care about and people that loves you. Cause it's as simple as that.

To sum it all, I am happy right now.
Eventhough things are going to get harder from here and there will be possible breakdowns.
It's all going to happen.
And the hard work will pay off.

Till then.

Stay happy. =]


P.S. You're still my favourite ice-cream flavour and you made a difference in my life. A good one. I can't wait to see you again and give you a ginormous hug. :) No more ish-es. XD

P.S.S. Never loose hope or give up on love. Simple words spoken out loud a million times from the mouths of many. But I'm dedicating them to you. And remember, you always have me for the shoulder to cry on. :]

Directed at you.






















Exactly.
My words to you right now.


Monday 11 July 2011

It's Only the Wind.


I guess, if anything, it’s about taking chances, even when you think you’re all out of chances. It’s about forgiveness and giving unconditional love, even when it seems like you should only do the opposite. It’s about trusting that God puts people in your life at certain moments so that you can capitalize the opportunity. It’s all about the possibility. It’s all about what you do with those possibilities. Life is short, but it moves so fast. Hang on and enjoy the ride. And when someone comes along with whom you enjoy spending the ride with… hold on tight and don't let go.


Adapted from Ele the Owl.

Edited by Kelly, that's me. Lol.





Should I be glad that there is a word to describe exactly how I feel or petrified that I'm not imagining or coming up with this feeling on my own, that I actually feel this. I really don't know.

Wednesday 6 July 2011

Double Opposites.

The past two weeks has been double opposites for me.

One thing is for sure, I'm tired of fighting with you.
I've lost the strength to continue thinking of a comeback to your snidey comments or drawing up my walls to defend my actions.
I don't want to fight anymore.
I never did in the first place.
I wouldn't point my finger at you accusing you of starting it all in the first place.
Neither would I draw up the white flag and plead guilty that it was me cause it wasn't.
However, I would say that it was a chain of reaction that lead to this.
Our relationship stalled and tensed.
I hate it.

And I no longer want to fight anymore.
If you see me down and deflated, then you should very well know why.
I've given up fighting with you.
You can continue this senseless fight on your own.

Things might seem bleak and bitter from the other side but I'm not.
I've just realised I'm stronger that I thought I was.
Eventhough the hits keep coming, I know that I can pull through it.

To that someone that I love, thank you for being there for me. It might not seem much to you but it means the world to me.
You make me happy and you know it. =]

That's all for now.

Toodles.


P.S. You won't see me here much. I've lost the blogging bug and instead prefer to write in journals or random scraps of paper whenever I feel down or over the moon.

P.P.S. Vick, if you're reading this, just say yes, it'll be worth it. But if your heart insists and says no, then go with it.



Goodbye. For real now.