It just simply came flowing out.

I miss you very much.
I just want my friend back. That's all.
I miss having you around annoying me.
I want to hear all the silly, contrive stuff you faced in a day.
I need to listen to the mumble jumble advise you give that always manages to comfort me.
I wish you were there to hear me out.
I wish you were there when I wanted to share a joke with you cause I knew it would make you smile.
I wish you were there when I experienced an incident cause you'd be the one who'll get it.
I miss your company.

I simply miss you.

We don't say much in words, but the silence says so much about the unexpected friendship we formed throughout the years.

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Be Lifted High.

The way to a girl's heart?
It's simple actually.
A bar of Crunchie's.

Well, the first step anyway.
The rest is for you to figure it out yourself. XD

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"When you know God loves you, you won’t be desperate for the love from others."

My heart just did a 360 degrees turn when I read this statement.

P.S. The word 'love' is done by me. Tinkered about the software for a few minutes. I'm kind of satisfied with it.

Did you know?

You can actually use pretty much anything that you've learnt in school as a pick-up line.

Example: "(insert name), I want to be your boyfriend more than an electron wants to be attached to a proton."

Question to self: Ain't the number of protons the same as electrons? (flips reference book)

Well, that is just a classic example of how you can infuse Chemistry into cheesy stuff.

Another line that I've heard was,

"We should form a bond."

"Okay. What bond do you want? Ionic bond or covalent bond?"

I think the above conversation happened during cheer practice nearing mid-terms. ROFL.

This was what you told me.

You want to know the truth?

Well, here it is.

The truth is, I don’t know anymore.

I no longer do.

It's for you.

Stop messing with people's hearts.

Cause someday, karma will come along and get you.

Don't wait till that someday.

You don't want to know how it feels like.

So. Please. STOP.

Everybody should feel this good.

Peter's mash-up is awesome!!

It's a bit nostalgic but the build-up is perfect.

I can't get rid of the smile plastered on my face.

And I can't wait to start practice. =D

Here's a group of dancer's to check out. Jukebox Juniors.

They're street dancers aged between 9-13 years old.

In this video, the guy in the bright dark blue can really groove it.

These kids are amazing. Seriously.

Mad back-flip.

To dance and have a crew like them would be totally out of the world.

I know how it feels like being in a group, dancing together, feeling like a family, having a purpose. I miss that feeling.

We constantly pushed each other to strive harder. The sense of pride overwhelms us when we managed to achieve a certain goal.

And the feeling as though you belonged. That's what I missed most.

We cared for another, teased each other, cried in each others' arms and laughed so hard till our belly ached.

What I'd do to be at that right moment again.

The sense of nostalgia simply washes over me.

I know it won't be any use just recalling the past.

There's nothing I can do to return back or turn back time.

All I can do now is create new memories.

Which is exactly what I'm going to do.

I know I won't have any regrets once I start.

It's alright, it's alright.

Sometimes you got to lose,

till you win.

It's alright, it's alright.

It'll be alright again.

I'm okay.

It will be okay.

P.S. I should get Peter to make some mash-ups for me. XD

P.P.S. Why should we let go of the opportunity to be friends? I can't loose you. You mean so much to me. I need a friend in you. Let us just be friends. Nothing more, nothing less.

Falling for you.

It's like tossing your heart to see where it lands.

I guess it's just wishful thinking.
There are so many "what if's", so many variables, so many ways it could have turned out.

At times, I wish you knew.
Sometimes, I think you do.
Half of the time, I guess you're completely clueless.
But what am I to say then?

Cause I'm never brave enough.
Someday.
I might have the courage.
Someday.

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What a fine day.

Strawberry smoothies for breakfast. Yummy. I could live like that if I have to go through finals all over again.

Free by Zac Brown Band is on radio. Unbelievable. That's what I call music.

If only there was a radio station that played all the songs I like instead of just all the latest trashy music that only sounds like noise to me.
If only.

And I miss the rain. It feels like it's been ages since it rained. I miss the smell of rain. And the raindrops falling. And the pitter-patter it makes. I miss it all.

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Matchu.

I'm in love.

Absolutely head over heels.

This guy is just simply amazing.

I really love this guy.

He's no other than Matthew Koon.

The first time I saw him dance, I was moved to the heart.

There are no words that will do any justice to this guy's talent.

Here's the link. Matthew.

I can't count the number of times I watched the video.

It's spell-binding.

Seeing him dance make me regret not taking up ballet.

I've realized that one of the biggest regret of my life is not taking up ballet when I was young and continued with contemporary dance.

Now, it's too late.

But right now, I'm satisfied watching him dance. His semi-final dance is breath-taking.

Woozy.

How come the last day of exams (for the first phase anyway) doesn't feel like the last day of exam? It's just so weird. This feeling I'm experiencing.
Oh, wait.

Or maybe cause I have another test in about 17 hours and another one in about 90 hours give or take?

Figures.
Sucks balls really. I did not just say that.

I'm starting to turn into a nocturnal species. Well, at least I can add that I get much more peace and silence during the night. Things get much more spookier too.

P.S. There's always something to look forward too. You just have to open up your mind and heart to it.

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You snooze, you loose.

I think it was is a little too late for you to tell me now. A week ago might have really helped. Or make that two weeks ago.

This girl has some serious thinking to do. What if she stumbles? What if she falls?

P.S. I still can't fully grasp the fact that I found a friend in you. It was the last place I was expecting. This proves that you'll never know anything till you do.

P.P.S. Don't go making promises you that you know you can't keep right from the beginning. You are going to end up crushing a little girl's dream.

Chasing Pavements - Adele.

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Barely alive.

As I stared at her, I wondered aloud, "Who is that girl I'm strangely attached to?"
In my heart, I knew that I have known her for years but questions kept flooding my mind.
It can't be true. I don't know her.
Do I?
Everything about her is so familiar. She feels just like home, somewhere you know you'll be safe and somewhere you store your most treasured memories that fills up the empty crevices of a house.
But, at the same time, you feel distant. Like you just stepped into a stranger's house and you are feeling lost. The feeling that you get when you desperately yearn for home overwhelms you and stops you in your tracks.
This was what I felt when I stared at the girl, contemplating my thoughts.
Her features are distinctively etched in my mind, the way her hair has a mind of it's own curling through it's ends and the way she smiles, warming your ice-cold heart as you catch a glimpse of her.
I came to a conclusion that I know this girl. Deep down in my heart, I knew her, right from the beginning.
But now, right now, I no longer know her. I used to think I do but I doubt I really do.
I knew the girl I used to know. Now, I no longer know the girl I used to know.
We both look very alike with the same physical structure but we're not the same inside. We no longer are anymore.
We became two separate people. The past I-used-to-know-you and the present I-don't-know-you-anymore.

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