Treasure trove.

I just absolutely adore this picture.

The three of us together once again.

We've been friends since Primary 1.
And it means a lot to me.
I don't why I'm suddenly bringing this up.
Maybe it's cause I was flicking through my pictures in the computer and this made me feel very nostalgic.
So much has changed over the years.
It's hard to comprehend.
But I still you guys very much. We've pretty much gone different paths now.
Same form, same class but different paths.
Guess we always had different personalities.
That's what make us special.
I can go on and on actually but I want to keep it short and simple.
There may be an imaginary boundary surrounding us now, but I still want to let you guys know that you still matter to me.
Once a friend always a friend right?
Besides who else will make me look tall if it weren't for you two? *laughs to self*
This must have made you two mad but I don't mean it. *laughs louder*
May our friendship reign forever.

"We are too busy looking at our scars and bruises that we forget how to forgive. But if we took the time to glimpse into someone else's live, even the unforgivable can be forgiven."

P.S. Ivan, I have nothing to comment on your blog except that it made me think. Think over my views and changed my perception a little. I realized a little more. You're posts always make me think. Is that good?

Toodles.

Blues.

Click-clack, click-clack, click-clacky

Sounds heard from a distance

The whirring of the air-conditioner

Distant voices heard

Slowly fading into the background

Fingers moving ungracefully

As they begin to grow numb

From the chillness

Rubbing them together

She continued her task

Keying everything in

Hearing footsteps approaching

And walking away

And the routine begin anew

I don't know what made me type that out.
A chord just striked in my head.
I'm down in the dumps now and I'm trying to make it go away.
I don't know why I'm in the blues, I just am.
It has nothing to do with ANYONE, just me, myself.
Anyway, I haven't been on the computer these past few days so this blog was left abandoned.

I just want to let everyone know that I have no phone to use at the moment.
So if you sent a text or tried to call me but got voice mail instead, it's because my phone has gave up on me.
You won't expect a reply from me, not till I have no idea when.
I'll let you guys know when it's working again.

I stayed back today to do the SSDM thing.
Apparently someone was suppose to help me for while but didn't even turn up.
Expected of it though. It's not like that person will even realize it or bother.
I did it by myself. Faster though but strange since it was too quiet. No squabbling and the constant teasing.
Was used to it yesterday. All the chaos and havoc the four of us created in the office.
Peter, Yu Kit, Pearly and I spent the whole day yesterday from morning till 4.30pm doing the SSDM.
After school,
Peter was half-dead by the afternoon.
Yu Kit managed to get away cause he had Chinese class and went back after several minutes.
Pearly had to manage the St. John people since she was in-charge.
I did most of it. I had St. John first aid class but I skipped most of it.
The work is really taxing. And not to mention, troublesome.
But it still has to be done.
Like everything else.

That's all for now. Don't feel like typing anymore.

I wish I could see the dazzling smile once more. To make my day perfect for friends like you are a straw in a haystack.

Dash of Luck.

Everything that occurred on Tuesday seemed surreal. To me that is.

As most of you know, reading is my passion. So its comes naturally to adore books.
Just the glimpse of books, especially fat, thick bounded books makes my heart soar with joy.
If I could spend my whole life reading just for the pleasure of it, I would.

Anyway, back to the topic, I went to KLCC with my mum. We walked there since my mum's car was still being repaired. It's near actually since they created a link bridge from Pavillion. Around 30 minutes walk? Depends on your speed of walking. I went to Kinokuniya and bought some books. They had this going on:

If you can read what's at the bottom, then you'll know that you'll get a RM 10 voucher with every purchase of RM 80. (Clickeh to enlarge)

My mum had already paid for my books and I was browsing through a book when a Western couple or whom some of you call 'angmohs' approached my mum. They offered three vouchers to my mum saying that they will be leaving that day so it would be a waste to throw away the vouchers. I was practically beaming at them when they made the offer. RM 30 vouchers. And it's Kinokuniya vouchers. How fantastic can it get?

Which sums:
RM 40 Kinokuniya vouchers;
RM 42 MPH vouchers;
RM 30 Times vouchers.

Thats totally SUBLIME!!
I'm going to spend them really wisely and make the most out of them.

Well, thats all for the day. May God bless the kindred souls of the couple. They made my day and days to come.

P.S. I had fun hanging with you guys yesterday. My bowling sucks but the laughs and jokes we share, irreplaceable.

P.P.S. Have fun in KK, Callister! Tell me about it when you get back. *waits patiently for stories*

Till more outings, unexpected twist of events, IM-ing and reading.

Toodles.

I can't....

REMEMBER.

what day today is.

How awesome is that? That means I'm totally in the holiday spirit.
Cause when the oh-so-very-short holidays are over, things come tumbling or should I say rolling over me again. Time for the chaos-ness, choices and undeterred decisions. That's life. I guess. For now.

I spent practically the whole day out today. I've been cooped up for too long. My mum's car is malfunctioning so we won't have a car to use for a day or two. No worries though, there's always public transport. Other than saving money ( believe me, its much more cheaper), we get to reduce gas emissions from vehicles. So frankly, we're playing a part in saving the environment.

Yes I admire and love:

Won't deny it.

Anyway, after sending my brother to college and my sister to my cousin's house, my mum and I sent the car to the mechanic before taking a bus to Mid Valley. It felt great to be out. We window-shopped and walked continuously for hours. Waited for my sister to finish her exam. Then we walked to The Gardens. It was around 3 something to 4 then. We decided to return home so we took a bus. We intended to take a bus directly to Lot 10 but after waiting for some time we decided to take the bus to Kota Raya.

Kota Raya was a really a new atmosphere. Made me wish I had a DSLR with me. Capturing pictures here would be worth it. It's a like a frozen time-machine. If you get what I meant. I told my mum that Central Market sold lots of art stuff and my mum said it's true. Then incredulously asked if I ever been there. I said I don't think so. I'll love to go there someday. With a camera of course. I have a feeling I'll get good pictures.

Okay, back to where I stopped. At Kota Raya, we took a bus to Lot 10. However, when the bus stopped at Pavillion, we went down cause I didn't want to return home yet. So we walked around Pavillion and window shopped again. After some time, we got tired and headed home. But I got my mum to bring me to CK Music before that. To check the store out. I wished they had lessons, then it'll be really convenient for me. Oh well.

I'm not dead-beat tired. Maybe a little. But I plan to walk to KLCC with my mum tomorrow if she's up to it and then to Times Square. I'm overly optimistic and ambitious that it'll occur. We'll see how it goes. I don't mind. I didn't get what I wanted today but it was a change not having a something to pull you back.

That's it for today. I'll wrap it up before my parents come storming out, demanding I go to bed cause it's apparently late.

Sorry Gwen for canceling our plans. I was really looking forward to it cause my body needed it. What a time for the car to give up on us. We'll make it up someday.

"I'll bring you more than a song for a song in itself is not what you have required.

You search much deeper within through the way things appear.

You're looking into my heart."

Toodles.

Till quality time, pampering, determination and never ending spirit.

Unbelievable.

I tripped and fell down the stairs.
Can you believe it?
I know I'm a klutz but I never though I was that klutzy.
My ankle is apparently sprained but I can apply pressure on it
The fact that it all happened right before the holidays doesn't help much.
I'm trying my best to hide the pain and pretend that nothing happened. Reverse psychology.

Grr.. I'm getting on my own nerves. Heard of it? *laughs to self*
My plans for the holidays ruined. Guess I have to come up with something else.
No matter what I'm going to scrape the best out of the holiday. It's short but at least it's something.

Last minute cramming just killed nearly all my brain cells. Now my brain needs time to recuperate. So holidays is when you laze around at home doing absolutely nothing. Beneficial for your braincells. Proven by Kelly. You should give it a try.

I don't know how I came up with that. Just did. Got to ciao now. Toodles.

Till klutziness, solace, happiness and gratitude.

Out of Place.

I'm cranky these days.

Yup I admit it.

I don't really know what to do.
If we opt to do what we said we wished we did, I know we're going to regret it.
But if we decide to go on with it, will you guys work together to make it a success?
Whatever the few of us planned and fought over was just a complete waste of crap. We shouldn't even bother with it in the first place if this was what we got in return.

I shouldn't even be online now but since I'm already on the computer, why not?
Exams are going to be over in two times and then it's time to hit the books.
Story books, specifically. You might think how would I be so eager to touch a book when I just finished my exams? The only answer I can give is that Breaking Dawn is screaming at me to open and feel its pages from my table.

"Can you whisper in my ear.
Let me know its all right."

Vick, I'm glad I opened up to you. We both feel helpless when it comes to helping someone you call a friend. That's the way things are, I guess. I'll always want the best for you and I'm sure you know it. So go with the flow. You'll never know what you'll find at the end of the rainbow till you reach it. Your words comfort me and your gentle pats pulled back into pieces. Small you may be but big at heart.

Sean, it was unexpected. But you realized all along. Thanks for today. You know I'll get over it. I always do. Plus I have an extra shoulder to lean on to right?

I'm sure we all need this break to settle things out and figure ourselves what it was actually all about.

Remember the times we spend on these? Spilling our dreams and hopes to each other. I'll always cherish them.

Till more ravings, quality time spent together, wanderings and thoughts.

Worth your Effort.

I wish I was on the edge of the world.

Then I'll SCREAM and SHOUT till my heart's content!!

I though I could handle that situation. Boy, was I wrong.
Didn't take long for me to spiral down into the abyss of darkness.
Wished I had the courage to find solace.

I don't know whats the point of me pressing on. Is it even worth my effort? Or will it just be a complete waste of time. It leaves me wondering.

This past two weeks has had it's ups and downs. It's going to take sometime before I begin to trust in you again. The conflict that occurred left a deep, long scar within me. I've learn to forgiven but forgetting it and pretending that it was nothing but a mere joke? I can't do that. I can't will myself to do it. What's been done has been done. You can't erase the past, just go through today and seek tomorrow. Time is all I ask for I am still haunted by the incident. Flashes of it is still vivid in my mind. I believe time will tell.

It's really hectic. All the stress is mounting it. I know all my other friends are facing the same situation I'm going through. But I don't think I can hang on any longer. I've been bombarded with conflicting conflicts one after another. It's hard. I know I can go through it.

09.08.08- New South Wales English
10.08.08- First Aid Test. Thank God it's postponed
12.08.08- School exam

Holidays are going to be a blast for me. But it has also another meaning. I'm sure some of you would know what it is. We'll go through it together. Like we always do. Certain people surprises me every passing day. Little gestures make me smile. Lifting the veil that tends to show what I'm not. I love it when YOU smile. It radiates the feeling that its okay, everything is going to be alright and you'll go through it since you're a tough one. I wish I could tell you that but I never found the guts too.

A moment suspended in time. That's how it seemed now.

There was something Connal told me. It's still ringing in me. "If you wish to trust people, Kelly, you have to learn to trust yourself". Complicated? Not to me. It’s true. If you really think. Cause the truth is there right within.

Signing off now. A very impatient sister in sight.

Till more hope, tough-goings, wonders, quotes and secret smiles.