It's there.

It just feels like each day is harder than the day before. And it takes immense strength to not just give up on myself. Cause trust me, it's so tempting to just to. Not even being able to pin-point the exact reason why. To just want to self-combust and dissolve into minute particles, carried away by the sea breeze.

Neither here nor there.

First of all, I forgot my own link to my own blog.
Had to click on Gwen's link at her blog to access mine.

Secondly, I forgot my password.
That took several tries before I finally remembered.

Awesome right?

Time has been creeping stealthily from behind.

With the blink of an eye, it's already May.

Externals are about a week away. 

Funny ain't it? Seemed like just yesterday high school ended. 

Now? One semester of college has just come and gone. 

Plenty of things has occurred in this span of time.

Some pleasant, some painful, some tear-jerking, some frustrating and some just good, old plain happy. 

One thing's for sure, things will never be the same again. 

It never was and never will be.

Life's a constant evolution, if you don't go forth, you'll just be living in the past.

Sooner or later, it ends up consuming you,

So no matter how tempting it is to return back to the past when times felt easier compared to now, it's never that way.

Cause at that time itself, it wasn't easy either.

It's just easier compared to now cause you've been through it and gotten out alive. 

Just have the faith again that you will too, again. This round.

For the endless, countless rounds that you'll face. 

I have no idea why I'm suddenly here again.

My hands have minds of their own.

If there's anyone left even checking out this place, that's a sweet gesture. 

Now, return back to your own life, own challenges and own happiness.

Continue living. 

This is as true as it gets.

Till then.
May the force be with you.