Stop. Take a deep breath. Continue your pursuit.

I like having you around. The presence of you just there comforts everyone in the room, especially me. It's like you carry a bag of sunshine around your shoulders, tucked safely in a knapsack.

I found this while browsing around. Man, this is hilarious and contains so much truth. Made me feel much better and worse at the same time. Can't blame myself.

The time is drawing closer and closer to D-Day.
I don't feel prepared at all but I just want to get it done and over with.
Reading Chris's post, I realized that I miss my classroom too.
The spectacular view I had of the trees just as I turned to my right.
I can just get lost in them, traveling miles away.
I particularly loved rainy days in school especially in class.
The atmosphere, the smell of wet grass and the raindrops falling precariously on the window.
It's one of those days.
Seriously I doubt we'll ever go back to class again.
There goes my hopes. Dashed.

There's so many thoughts I want to pour out but then I think to myself.
I'll just keep it all in here.
Safe, in my comfy, expanding pocket heart.
Till it expands and expands.
And finally unable to bear the weight anymore, it'll just self-combust.
Taking along a piece of me with it.

I don't know what else to do this week.
What I should be doing is studying but I want to do anything but that.
Doesn't look like I have a choice anyway.

He said, "It's up to you."
Me, I thought short and hard. Replying," If it's up to me, I wouldn't be here, doing what I dislike, instead pursuing what I feel is right for me, what I'm passionate about. Even if it turns out to be the wrong choice, I would naught have any regret in the world cause I chose it. But what about you?

What would you do? "

That's enough for today.
I'm going to watch raindrops falling from the sky.
And breathe in the wonderful scent it brings.
Till then.

P.S. My cbox is cranky. That goes for the many posts. It's fun though, seeing it go array.