Because I chose to.

I've decided.

I'll give up on that fantasy. Was it even a fantasy? Asks self.

Cause I know it's not worth it.

Says who?

Says me.

Cause I'm the one who made the decision.

Although my judgement sucks at times, I know this time I made the right one.

I've realized.

I can't compete with her.

I don't want to.

I chose not to.

I won't.

So..

Thank you.

I'm the one who made that choice, I'll stick to it.